HALF WAY!
I feel like I'm getting larger by the day now. Joe keeps reminding me I'm going to get a whole lot bigger. I'm up 5lbs and a full cup size =) and feeling great so far, though 9pm is becoming more of a regular bedtime for me.

It's A Boy!

The Goods.

Fingers & Toes

Thumb Sucker.

Everything went really well this morning at my appointment. We were hoping for a girl, but at this point we'll take anything with 10 fingers and 10 toes. The nurse assured us they were all there. Joe was happy he was sucking his thumb with his left hand (he wants a left handed pitcher).

Making Progress
So recently the dreams I've been having are more like nightmares and always end bad. It seems I'm always taking care of a baby, but it's not mine and I manage to hurt it (drown, drop, pull off limbs, etc.). More recently I've been having babies of my own, but the first was a dead puppy and then a stillborn baby. Depressing I know. But, alas the other night I had a dream that I had twin boys (and they were alive). This to me is still considered a nightmare and I ended up giving one back (because it wouldn't smile), but none the less, they were alive. So I would say, I'm making progress. I'm still freaking out weekly and just know something will go wrong, but I thank God for cousin Becky's doppler so I can at least hear the heartbeat. As of yesterday, the baby's still here.=) This blog is for Jenn who says I never write anything.